also i now have an ekg order if i wake up in the middle of the night with 150+ bpm and for once i’m actually hoping i have an episode bc it would fucking suck if i only had mild ones for the next half month and then they resumed post discharge :”|
i got my discharge date, sept 30th, so almost exactly a month! lmao last week i was crying bc i wanted to go home and now i’m feeling anxious because i am going home even though it’s two weeks ago? i still really, really want to leave the hospital asap but i’m terrified of relapse igss. there’s still going to be lots of support tho, i’ll just move to a day patient.
btw the thing with my roommate blew over, she wasn’t mad and it was basically just ed frustration & other things so i’m fine and we’re still really close and i did decide to stay even tho i’m really really sick of being here
btw i did decide to stay at least for now and things are fine again between me and my roommates
ty to everyone who encouraged me